My Dream Last Night About the Man in the Mirror….

I had another dream last night.  I dream Dreams, and have all my life. And I continue to have what I call profound dreams even today. It  They have helped lead me to many doorways I have needed in life and have helped me help many people.  Sometimes they help me face fears or see something in a way I just would not otherwise.  This was an especially interesting dream….

“I was tending my garden when I became aware of my neighbor Mo. I saw Mo running around being active in his garden, doing this and founding that. He helped create a great many structures and gather a great many people and traveled a great many places, all the while building his garden and periodically singing the praises of his mentor and teacher whom he aspired to be like. And then down the street walking our way, Mo’s mentor came to visit and Mo sang out to the world to announce his presence. And I looked up and saw Mo turn to introduce a man walking up to him. And I saw all this and was invited to come out to the street to meet his mentor (who had another with him) and found myself intrigued. And as I looked, I was surprised, for Mo’s mentor stood within a door way as he moved. And I searched and realized it was a mirror and that the man who stood within the mirror, who was Mo’s mentor, was a mirror image of Mo himself. And I did not understand the meaning of this. And excitedly Mo hailed him and was elated by his coming and announced his mentor’s presence to all and then he turned to look at his work.

And Mo’s mirror image caught his eyes and then said to him, “Oh Mo, I know why it is that success has eluded you.” And Mo asked “Yes?” And the mirror image said, “For you have thought yourself to be better than I am and placed yourself as master above me. I will return when this has changed.” And he turned to walk away with the other who was with him.

And I looked up and beheld an opening in the sky and a semi circle made up of the host of my spiritual committee. And I asked, “How can this be?”

And they nodded and Mo’s mirror image turned and looked back and spoke to Mo. And I heard, “For works are not master of the Soul, but works are to be servant and assist the Soul. I Am. For the Soul is Master of the physical and all works of the hands. It is not for the works to place themselves above the Spirit. I will return when this has changed.” And then he turned away.

And I looked back up to the board of beings in the sky as I heard a gavel smack and they said, “You must tell him. And once this has been done, you must share this Truth with the others.” And I saw the heavens close.”

And I awakened and came to my computer to record all I could remember.


“Attack of the Gratitudes” that is!

I was waiting for my kids in the car the other day, overhearing snippets of conversation passing me by outside.  Layoffs, “uncertain times,” so-n-so needs surgery, house hasn’t sold, Suzy needs tutoring, depression, worry, anxiety, “I’m just so tired” I heard someone say hopelessly….  

“So much worry and pain in the world, God,” I whispered.  I allowed my empathic senses to quietly take it all in and float on by.  “How do we heal it?”  “Gratitude…”  is what I heard in response.  “Sure, I know that.  But not everyone understands that energy and not everyone is in a space to just appreciate or even be patient when they feel so overwhelmed.  They are hurting.  They need help,” I said.  “Not them – you…”  I heard.  “But you got me on the gratitude circuit a long time ago.  What is it I’m not already doing? I know it all starts at home and within.  What is it you need me to do, God?  What is the step you are leading me to?”  “Not you – them!”  I heard.  And then the vision popped and opened up at once, pouring White Light over and through me.  At once I saw it all and knew exactly what I was to do.  And it made me giggle – so much FUN! 

I’m so excited to share with you the latest project Spirit has dropped into my lap!   

We all know the value that gratitude brings to all areas of life.  We increase value for what we receive when we make a point of expressing gratitude in return.  Of course, like all things, seeding this gratitude energy starts at home with us and our inner place of Being.  And there is much we do to change our lives just by changing our point of view.   

Now I would like to invite everyone to join me in a spiritual experiment – to take seeding the world with the benefits of gratitude to the next level.  This time through initiating a physical manifestation of positive healing via the act of gratitude, expressed in written form.  

In other words – write a letter and fill it with your expressed gratitude! 

All creation begins with thought.  Next comes the spoken word.  After that comes action and deed, including the written word.  Each level of creation is ever powerful in its ability to manifest physically and accentuated by the power of emotion and passion.  Let’s take our energy work to the next level as we see our communities in need of healing on so many levels:  financial, emotional, mental, physical, spiritual, fear, grief, apathy, hopelessness, etc..  All things can be healed and we can facilitate healing for others in all things.  

In this time of financial fear, and during this numerological year of incredible spiritual energy, I intend to focus on the good in my life caused by others.  Including those companies who have developed products that I really do appreciate.  I have a metaphysical philosophy about the health of companies and business being much like the health of humans.  After all, we supply those “entities” with life force energy.  Without love and positive experiences, humans suffer and fail to thrive.  When our negative experiences outweigh the positive, we become depressed and it becomes harder to remain in balance and make balanced choices.  It’s not to say that our own choices aren’t an intitial cause for what we experience.  But as we all know, the power of a kind word can do wondrous things, promote life altering change even, and sometimes prevent so much pain.   

Some of you may remember my favorite phrase “Take Joy!  Go and Infect Your World!”  In that spirit, I’ve decided to take my “Attack of the Gratitudes” to the next level.  I’m not just going to think it.  I’m not just going to say it.  I’m not even just going to email it.  I’m going to put it in physical form and write it, all the while filling it with love, healing, smiles and my gratitude – creating a physical and tangible form of the positive healing and loving energy I wish to pass on and “infect” my world with.   

Your mission should you choose to accept it:  Look around your life at the things and the people that you honestly appreciate.  Make sure it’s something your heart is really in.  And be creative!  For instance – I absolutely love my dishwasher.  I really do!  It’s a great model and makes my life so much easier!  I plan to write the company and let them know how much of a positive difference this dishwasher has made in my family’s life. 

How about you?

“Love your Life to the Fullest….”

This is the latest message I received.

“We would like to momentarily
take your focus off the phrase
Life to the Fullest’ and turn you to:

Love your Life to the Fullest.  

For to truly Live, you must Love.
This is the Truth that all Called Ones

For Love is in every Act
and in every Breath
and in every Thought and Word.

Love is both Passive and Active.
Love is in the state of ‘Simply Be.’

Love is in the Abundance
and Clarification
of your Cause for this Lifetime.

You must both Love Yourself
as well as Love your Life.

For the Two are Eternally Twined.

Go and Immerse in the Abundance of Love.”

End of Year Numerology Watch 2008

Numerology Watch
Well guys, as we wrap up for the end of the year, there’s a lot going on in numerological energy.  November and December of this year was already set to be more intense in energies.  But as always, I’ve posted the dates I find of most significance below.  Remember, the purpose of this is to give you a chance to plan to channel that energy to your advantage, rather than disadvantage.  But also to help you know why people around you are having a time of it too.  Numbers themselves are never bad.  They are simply raw divine energy.  How we react to them, positively or negatively to them, is where the difference lies.  However, some energies, like those described in my outlooks, present greater challenges than most for most people and sometimes all of us.  Also note that the foundation laid by these energies also sometimes plays out later.
The time left before the end of 2008 is intense with energetic conflict.  The month of December cries out for Love and for a sense of stability, while the last year in the first set of nine in the New Millennium demands destruction, change and new beginnings as it winds down to its end.  (Think the Tower card in tarot.)  The other shoe has yet to drop.  We are talking about change that knocks you off your feet, change you didn’t see coming, new ideas that couldn’t work before suddenly have credence now.  You’ll hear a lot of “Since when does blah-blah….?!”  Well, since now.  Since not a moment more of the old ways or ideas or thought processes.  If you find that confusing, the message simply is – focus on the Truth of Love. 
A lot of karmic energy in in play as well, as hidden truths continue to be revealed and reality to face is brought to light.  Delusions will be brought up short for us to come head to head with.  Our idealistic ideas will no longer work.  It is the closing of an age.  Things will never be again the way they were, nor will they ever work that way again.  We are evolving, as a society, as a world and as the human race.  Which will be wonderful for those who open themselves to it and will be more painful to those who resist.  We are now moving into a 9 year millennial “cleansing” period, with the first 4 being the most intense 2009-2012, as we realize the inheiritance passed down from our ancestors “unto the 11th generation.”
What I find rather interesting is that these challenges are for everyone, “enlightened” or not.  We all have idealistic ideas that will be shattered now and in the time to come.  We don’t know what it’s like to be a parent until it happens to us.  We don’t know what it’s like to lose a loved one until it happens to us.  Generations before could not understand the technology we have today, until they received it.  Something we just don’t know yet is right around the corner.  What currently can’t you imagine?  Especially in your beliefs and relationships?  This message is for all, because even we in the “new age” fields have old ways, attitudes and habits that must die. 
The New Year brings a final demand of us that so very few of us have ever experienced before – a cry for balance within paradox.  “Love Thy Enemy.”  Forgive who you never thought you could.  Acceptance that balance is in the midst of opposing views, not in the domination of just one “mine.”  The Universe has had it with “won’t it be great when everyone is like us” and with the blame between brothers.  And we are about to receive our next lesson in Unity.  Be prepared to need those you thought you never would.  Be prepared not to be able to afford to waste a friendship or to be too busy.  Our society is about to shift completely.  We cannot sustain our greed, fear and impatience any longer.  We can no longer afford our judgmentality.  Even if it takes the rest of our lifetimes to achieve this, the next generation will see something better.  They must.  And it has begun. 
What is at work now, that so many see as surprising or even shocking, is part of a very long cycle that’s been eons in the making.  Numerology is not about the minute details as much as the core raw essence. 
December and January will continue to be extremely strong in this shift into new realities.  The way of business and finance takes a hefty smack over the next 8 weeks.  We will be challenged with things that have never before been challenges.  Our next year lies at the crux of evolution.  The last time this energy was felt in mass, at a lesser magnitude, multiple revolutions took place in the world, world leaders were assassinated. 
Come together.  Heal the wounds.  The cry for the Love of White Light is strong.  Use this time of celebration to preserve and heal your relationships, to strengthen your positive attitudes and blessings upon one another.  Make peace with your brothers and rock on.  The pillars of the Earth must stand.
Dates of numerological significance:
Dec. 11, with a lead-in on Dec. 10th.  There is a LOT of energy swirling around this day.  (Remember that in numbers, when I post about dates of numerological significance, you may begin to feel the influence as much as 3 days in advance – which is part of what makes them dates of note.) 
This day is best channeled into love and spiritual work and it desires us to take the high road and pushes us towards that higher vibrational ideal of spiritual love, patience and purity of heart in all actions and choices.  But along with this push to be so comes a test to see if you will even while being challenged.  (If your car breaks down, will you still be nice to people, or will you take it out on them.  It could determine the course of your future.)  Whether you consciously or unconsciously achieve this, it’s always easier when you do.  Not being fully aligned with this energetic urge is what creates the discomfort when these vibrational demands are present.  (Which all too often plays out in impatience on the highway.)  It’s important to realize that this particular type of energy allows you a chance to practice manifesting under adversity.  Your thoughts, both negative and positive, will affect the course of your day in a more tangible and realistic way.  The lesson is spiritual in nature, but it will radiate and manifest into the physical in a variety of ways specific to you and with a rather karmic backslap.  Those negative thoughts can be potently destructive if you’re not careful.  These types of days allow you a chance to experience and learn from that in a very real, hand-on kind of way.  Think of it like a school day, where testing, practice and teaching by example are the course are the day.  It’s also about loving and serving each other.  Love your teachers, love your students.  We’re all in this together.
Please be patient with the world and others.  Many will not react well to the extra pressures and challenges this day and coupling bring.  Souls come in various stages of growth.  Adults generally understand that a 2 year old has a hard time being very polite when they haven’t had a nap or their tummy is rumbling.  In the same way, we as Light beings should be patient with one another.  We never know what kind of trials others are facing.  We each receive that which is best suited to us at our stage of development. 
We are currently beginning to feel the New Year energy stronger from this point on as well, which introduces great challenges so very few of us are old enough to have ever experienced this way before.
Dec 21 & 22 – this happens to also coincide with the winter solstice.  Does that matter?  I’m not really a solstice expert, but generally when you couple a major shift in one science with a major shift in another, you’re going to get a more profound result. 
January 10 – This one will be intense folks.  Been a long while since we’ve had this combo.  And with the new year energy, it will be more intense.


A Healing Dream…

From time to time, I receive visits from loved ones who have passed on.

It was my grandfather who died earlier this year. 
He held a very influential place in my life. 
(The dedication I wrote for his funeral is posted on my crochet blog, if you wish to see.)

He visited me last night.  Or perhaps more correctly, I visited him. 
I was sad and lonely and came to his lifeless body lying on his hospital bed. 
Laying my head upon his chest, I cried. 

As my tears fell on him, he stirred and with effort spoke. 
“Take heart child.  Your beliefs are welcome here.” 

And he was gone.
And I was filled with joy. 

“The signal is faint Grandma,”
I cried out to my one living grandparent left. 
“But he has not left.  Grandpa is still Here.”

We speak to the Children with many thoughts.

You seek the Key to Life? 
The answer is BE.
For it will elude the tighter you squeeze.

Awake from dreams. 
See and hear not with your body or your heart, but with your Soul.

Stop running. 
You did not incarnate to run away.  Incarnation is for Pain as much as Joy.

Stop fearing.
It is but a myst and an illusion.
For as it is said, “There is no spoon.”

Stop hating.
For when you promote division there is no Unity.

It is said that “Wisdom lies at the feet of many Masters.”
This illuminates that not all are right and not all are wrong.
For you are not infinite enough to contain the completion of Truth.
You must receive it through the means of many emissaries.

Balance lies in the spectrum of visions, not in the narrow precision of one.

Adversity disappears only when faced.
It is in the overcoming that the answer to incarnation lies.

The message has been brought many times in many forms. 
For mankind forgets while in the dream.
You have been told if you do not learn from history, you are doomed to repeat it.
It has been said that life is not fair and was not meant to be fair.
And yet you forget yourself and try to make it so, taking the right to pain from others.

Receive a lesson from your body so wondrously created. 
The Secret is in the Overcoming.

For without exercise, the body wanes.
Without practice, the immune system is ineffective.
Without training, the mind is limited.
Without discipline, existence remains trapped by illusion.
Without Choice, there is no Grace.

History is made not by plan, but in the moment.
Even yours.  Just face and BE.

Abundance lies in the overcoming.
And only then does transformation and passage take place.

Do not believe that you do this alone.
For many souls have served and sacrificed in unconditional love for you to achieve ascension.

Without the help of the micro-verses, your universe is not possible.

It is through the grace of the multi-dimensional Kingdoms of Life that the energy you require to transform is made available.  So much energy is required for you to remain on this plane that sacrifice and flow are constant here.  So many have agreed to hold the space and sacrifice to lend that energy to you.

Without the permission of these and their help, you could not remain or thrive in this existence.
The opportunity to be and remain here on this plane, at this “school,” is paid for only by the greatest of Love to you.  Gratitude even to the smallest of cells in your body is in order, for without the unified purpose of each micro-element, your existence here would not be.

Take care of your body for it is the Temple of Your Soul.
For if you neglect it, it cannot be there for you.
And rather than enabling you, it will become a stumbling block instead. 

Take care of your family and your neighbor. 
They are your first teachers in overcoming.

You have heard – “Love your enemies,” yet you still do not understand. 
For you tend to run away from that which is closest to you.
All whom and that which you feel adversity with require your attention.
If you disagree with your neighbor, you must face this disagreement and see it through.
For if you run, negative adversity will breed and follow in new forms wherever you hide.
Challenges were made to be faced in their infancy.
What is it that follows you?

Over and over mankind repeats the pattern. 
It twists and turns and spreads into new dimensions. 
It could have been over before now, but mankind is a stiff-necked people. 
They see only in one direction and wish to learn the hardest of ways.
Harder is not necessarily better.  And often the little things matter most.

What is your code of honor?
Find it, solidify it, stand up for it and defend it.
We do not speak of what you call religion or politics, for these are but the deceivers.
Look to the Masters we sent you.  They did not choose the sides of men. 
They did not promote division.

Do not run.  Do not divide by demanding others to become like you. 
This is not the meaning of Unity.  They, like you, must Simply BE I AM.

We speak of the Soul.  We speak of the Pure Heart.

The Pure Heart destroys fear by embracing it.
The Pure Heart reaches beyond limitations and embraces paradox.
Duality is to show you than Balance lies at Center.
Face and embrace your Opposite – do not run.
Only then will you become complete.
Only then are you Free.